Why do i want a baby with him so much?

I always wanted to have a little pregnant belly too but I think it may be hormones...don't try and get pregnant on purpose though. Ya'll haven't been together very long and even though you love him you should both be ready to have a baby. I was with a guy for 3 1/2 years and didn't mean to get pregnant and I loved him to death, we planned on getting married then when we found out I was pregnant...he was gone in a couple weeks. The baby is here now and 2 weeks old and hasn't even seen him...never felt him kick or anything. It's a terrible and lonely thing to go through it alone. I am perfectly fine without him now but I hated having to think about my son not having a father...but anyway lemme get off my soap box! Just get your school over with and if you and this guy stay together, maybe sooner or later you'll decide to have one!